januaryjosephinecunis

um... hi everybody. i'm new here, and this is my first time publishing anything. i have a lot of extreme fantasies, involving all kinds of horrible things happening to me (or to various fictional stand-ins for me).

i am very hormonal, in fact i may have an imbalance of some kind, because i am very, very hormonal!

and i did have some early sexualized trauma, which i have written about a lot, but i'm not sure i can publish my autobiographical writings here because i was under 18 when certain formative events occurred.

i would love to find myself in a correspondence with someone who wants to scare me by describing horrible things they might do to me if they ever tracked me down... or who will bully me, boss me around, humiliate me, and just say horrible things to me that will make me shiver and blush.

i don't fantasize about meeting a responsible man who i can trust to tie me up and gently stroke me with a silk flogger, i fantasize about being tortured by pirates!

if you are excited by my stories and you want to "mess with me" and make me scared, and wet, i really do invite you to write to me:

januarycunis@gmail.com

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little update: i have posted some stories here now and gotten some appreciation, and i must say i really, really love that some of you guys (and gals) are genuinely getting aroused by reading my stories! i know this is crazy, and asking way too much, but i will say that what i really want to know is if you got an erection (or started lubricating), and/or masturbated during or after reading my story? and which part(s) made you particularly excited? i realize i have no right to ask this, so feel free to ignore this plea, but honestly if i had a magic window and i could see into your bedroom as you read my story and touch yourself, i would probably die of joy. i don't care what you look like or anything, it's not about that at all... but this is really, really exciting for me, and i'm very wet right now just thinking about the possibilities!❤️

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gosh i wish i could blog on here. i used to blog on imagefap under the name "wetapril" and i basically can't live without a blog. should i just use this "biography" page as a blog? i wonder if i will run out of space, like if there is a maximum number of words or something. well, i haven't reached it yet! suggestions for how/where to start a blog would be welcome. i don't want ANY content restrictions on my blog, obviously, and i assume that people can tell the difference between fantasy and reality. i know some people are totally bonkers, and that's sad of course, but my reasoning is that there are NO OTHER GENRES OF WRITING that worry about that, including slasher movies which go on TV without even an "adults only" protection. i know because guess what? i watch them!❤️lol

i just thought of an idea for my blog, when i get it set up... i'd like to rate slasher flicks and other horor movies for their erotic value!

oops i just ran out on space. guess i can't use the "biography" thing on Literotica as my blog!
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okay, this is they way way way less important part. alert: the next bit is all about me being a total attention whore. so... if you really want to support and encourage my writing, be sure to "rate" the stories/chapters of mine that you like best. i don't know why i care, because i don't *really* want to advocate my perversions... the world in which i were a terribly popular erotic writer is probably too cruel of a world. BUT, if a story shows up on the "hot" list it gets more clicks, and i have a few stories that are languoring just barely beneath the threshold. any given story needs a rating of 4.5 stars to be hotlisted, and i have several stories that are so close, yet so far away... namely "Beth Likes It - Ch. 4", and "Sinking Lower and Lower", both with ratings of 4.49 stars. either of these might pop up on the hot list with just one or two more 5 star votes. sorry for this ruthless self-promotion! i'm vain, on top of everything else. don't worry, i'll be spanked for this later!❤️
update: oh my god "Beth Likes It Ch. 4" just got hotlisted!!! yay!!! thank you guys sooooo much!❤️❤️❤️
update: "Sinking Lower and Lower" is still -- agonizingly -- highest, at 4.49 stars, but the next highest one is probably "The T or D Version", even though it has a few tenths of a point less than "Beth Likes It - Ch. 1". But since "T or D" has only 18 votes, and "Ch. 1" has 145 votes, I think it would be easier to get "T or D" onto the hot list, since I think each vote carries more weight.
I actually wouldn't mind if somebody wanted to help me figure out how to do the math regarding Number of Votes vs. Tenths of a point in a five point star system, does that make sense? Are there any mathletes out there? how do i figure out how many votes i need to make the hot list for a given story or chapter?